"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn..." Jack Kerouac

Monday, November 15, 2010

doobie doobie dooo..

So, Im enjoying this Monday off, going fishing.. Kurt got laid off, of course right when I start working again. I feel like although we both want to be back in the city SO bad, it feels like its never gonna happen, but Im going to remain optimistic! Im gonna work work work, and as kurt and I both know, working in the union is hit or miss, so keep your fingers crossed.

On another note, I bought and am wearing the worlds warmest flannel, and I fit back in my skinny summer jeans.

Score!
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Monday, November 8, 2010

just a spoonful of sugar..




Baking is my new hobby. Homemade chocolate cake w/peanutbutter icing.. Halloween colored cupcakes made by Jolie and myself and lastly homemade apple pie
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emma love




I miss you tons!! loveloveLOVE
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KURRRTTYY, IF YOU READ MEEE....

I told Kurt I started a blog... Thinking he could care less...\

BUT- to my surprise a few minutes after telling him he asked to read.. so..Kurt..if you ever read this again... 

hello love xox


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dear mother nature,..

I really dislike how 5pm feels like 8pm. Naps.. soup.. sweatshirts - oh my! This month snuck up on me :-/

Before I know it I will find myself sledding I'm sure.

Please slow down the process!

Xo
Linds
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Thursday, November 4, 2010

Real(plastic) housewives..

So, Im watching a Real Housewives marathon, and I can only think; is this what men really want? A plastic, starved, carbon copy? These women may have money, (largely due to their men) but the substance is lacking. Any ugly duckling can become a swan with plastic surgery... plastic surgery, jewelry, extensions, none of it is real. I hope WE as women dont get caught up in what TV portrays as beautiful.
Natural beauty is priceless. Embrace what makes you, you. A size 2 isnt average, and no ones DDs stand straight up @ 40. Real is beautiful.
I embrace my broad shoulders, my hips, my curves. I am not a stick figure, Im a beautiful sexy woman...and you are too! I have never had any complaints, only from myself when I let society distort my image, but I always have a supportive core who remind me I am sexy!


Cheers to the REAL beautiful women out there! Xo -Linds


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END Cyberbullying: Solutions for Parents

my life lately, is mundane..

thinking back over the years since 2004, when i graduated high school i can remember fun/crazy/stupid things i did.. joining the military, moving away @ 18, living in TX, NM, and GA.. and recently 06/2008 I moved back to Boston to be closer to family. seemed like the right move...and i think it was. 


i love boston, and all the city has to offer. music scene, tattooed ladies, the T, the ability to do anything anywhere,.. etc. etc. but since moving to boston I've only maintained 1 really strong friendship. part of me thinks it's because since losing my job i lost touch with co-workers i considered friends, and part of me thinks that it's just hard to make friends who you can count on in this city. it's all a front with certain people, you never know if it's genuine. or maybe it's me?


since losing my last job, that paid well, and i loved... my lease ended in Allston and I had to move in with Kurt and his parents (ughhh please DONT get me started) and it's kind of secluded out here on the south shore. not much to do. old fogies. people hate my tattoos. no young scene. blah blah blah. whine whine. but seriously, i'm grateful for kurt, whose so loving and supportive, and his parents who adore me. they're teaching me how to fix my car (yes i bought a little beater since moving out here), how to cook, and odds and ends...and it's fun. were saving money to move to DOT, and when I'm not at work I'm spending time with my family. well , my second family;


my mother is an alcoholic. i never met my birth father. because of my mothers condition she kept a safe distance from everyone in her family. which meant i was raised from a distance. she was 19 when she got pregnant, and i was always on my own. i can thank her for introducing me to elton john, eric clapton, fleetwood mac, bruce springstein, etc etc... but i tend to pull away from people and i have a hard time remaining close with friends. 


i'm an extremely giving/loving person, and i want people to love and care for me as i do them. anyone feel my pain? or am i just a little crazy? haha.. 


i tend to think that i moved away to grow up on my own... realize whats important to me.. and to come home and  try to be as close as possible with my family.  i just hope i can reconnect with old friends...and make some new ones!


i guess all in all, im just blessed to have the people in my life i do, but i'm a pretty fun gal, and i'm ready to add to my circle... 


xo -linds

10 Millionth times a charm..

testing, testing....1, 2, 3..
ok... i hope this is working. i am NO computer whiz, let me tell you (i like to think i'm knowledgable in  a little of everything, but this proved me wrong). trying to pick a layout, and edit a template was driving me mad, so i started to give up. i'll spruce this blog baby up, all in good time. don't you worry.  ;)


after reading a friends blog (shout outs to cristin xo), i decided this is something i've wanted to do for a while, and why not pour my heart out, to the few people who actually give a damn?! it's; a. therapeutic b.vain and c.a great little time killer. 


so take nothing too seriously...eat your heart out...and feel free to share your opinion. 


things i'm sure will come up often;  tattoos, my love for art, music, movies, friends i miss, thinking about re-enlisting in the air force, my boyfriend and his wonderful daughter, my cooking endeavors, panic attacks after they happen, celebrity gossip, make up, feeling isolated from 20somethings, crafty beers, people who suck, new books i read, basketball, my job, and a whole bunch of nonsense in between. 




xo
linds